Chapter 139
The video call arrived later than usual.
Nearly midnight in Eze.
Nearly 6 PM in èze.
Alina stared at the notification for several seconds before answering.
She looked tired.
Not physically.
Somewhere deeper than sleep could reach.
The screen flickered.
Luc appeared.
Still wearing his white chef’s jacket.
The sleeves rolled to his elbows.
His hair slightly untidy.
The familiar kitchen of his restaurant glowed warmly behind him.
Someone laughed in the distance.
A pan clattered somewhere off-screen.
Life.
Ordinary, beautiful life.
“You’re still working p>
Luc smiled.
“We just finished service p>
“You should be sleeping p>
“And you should be home by now p>
Neither of them argued.
Because both knew the other was right.
For a few minutes they talked about ordinary things.
Claire had accidentally burned a tray of madeleines.
Thomas had somehow convinced tourists that the village cat belonged to the mayor.
Henri was still insisting that New Yorkers didn’t know what proper bread tasted like.
Alina laughed.
Really laughed.
For a little while, Manhattan disappeared.
The boardroom disappeared.
Helena disappeared.
White Clover disappeared.
She simply listened.
And missed home.
Because that was what èze had become.
Home.
Luc noticed.
“You miss it p>
She looked away from the screen toward the skyline outside her apartment.
The city glittered beyond the windows.
Cold.
Beautiful.
Restless.
“I do p>
“The sea p>
She smiled faintly.
“The sea p>
“The market p>
“Yes p>
“The bakery p>
“Obviously p>
He nodded.
“And me p>
She looked back at the screen.
The question had been asked so quietly she almost missed it.
No teasing.
No performance.
Just honesty.
Alina’s expression softened.
“You most of all p>
Luc smiled.
But it didn’t quite reach his eyes.
She noticed immediately.
“What’s wrong p>
He hesitated.
Long enough that she knew this conversation had been rehearsed.
“I’ve been thinking p>
“Oh no p>
“I know p>
She smiled.
“That’s always how difficult conversations begin p>
“I wish you were wrong p>
Silence settled comfortably between them.
Comfortably.
Yet not peacefully.
Something waited beneath it.
Luc rested his forearms on the counter.
“When I came to New York p>
He stopped.
Searching.
Alina didn’t interrupt.
She simply waited.
“I don’t think I know your life here p>
The words landed gently.
Not accusingly.
Just… sadly.
She lowered her gaze.
“You know most of it p>
“I know the facts p>
He smiled sadly.
“I don’t think that’s the same thing p>
Outside, a siren echoed somewhere below her apartment.
The sound drifted through the slightly open window.
So different from church bells.
So different from waves.
Luc continued.
“You always tell me what happened p>
A pause.
“You almost never tell me what it feels like p>
That one hurt.
Because it was true.
Alina wrapped both hands around her mug.
The tea inside had already gone cold.
She hadn’t noticed.
“I’ve tried p>
“I know p>
“You do p>
“I know you have p>
His voice remained gentle.
“I also know you’ve stopped yourself p>
She closed her eyes briefly.
Because she had.
Again and again.
She wanted to tell him.
About Helena.
About White Clover.
About years of planning.
About the meeting waiting at the end of the month.
About Darius slowly closing in on shadows.
About how frightened she really was.
Instead—
she had talked about restaurants.
Menus.
Expansion.
Jet lag.
The weather.
Half-truths.
Not lies.
Never lies.
Just p>
carefully edited truths.
Luc looked directly into the camera.
Then quietly asked:
“What are you really doing in New York p>
Silence.
Absolute silence.
The question hung between them.
Simple.
Impossible.
Alina’s heartbeat quickened.
She had imagined this moment.
Many times.
Just not like this.
Not with Luc.
Not with that expression.
Not with so much trust in his eyes.
She could tell him.
Right now.
She trusted him.
Completely.
More than almost anyone.
Her lips parted.
“I p>
The word disappeared.
She imagined Helena’s face.
No one.
Until after the meeting.
She imagined years of planning.
Thousands of quiet decisions.
Shell companies.
Hidden purchases.
Proxy votes.
Everything balanced on secrecy.
She imagined one careless conversation.
One unexpected leak.
One misplaced confidence.
Then she imagined Luc.
The way he looked at her in èze.
Without calculation.
Without ambition.
Without fear.
She wanted that look to survive.
“I came back because p>
Again she stopped.
Luc waited.
He didn’t rush her.
Didn’t rescue her.
Didn’t finish the sentence.
“I have p>
Her throat tightened.
Still not enough.
Still too vague.
Luc nodded slowly.
“I know p>
She frowned.
“You do p>
“I know there’s something p>
A pause.
“I don’t know what p>
Another.
“I stopped trying to guess p>
The honesty in his voice made everything harder.
Not easier.
Harder.
Because he wasn’t demanding answers.
He was offering space.
“I wish I could tell you p>
The sentence escaped before she could stop it.
Luc’s expression softened immediately.
“I know p>
She blinked.
“You keep saying that p>
“Because I do p>
He smiled sadly.
“I don’t think you’re hiding something because you don’t trust me p>
Her eyes burned unexpectedly.
“I think p>
He searched for the words.
The sentence struck with frightening accuracy.
Alina looked away.
Toward the city.
Toward the endless lights.
Toward the boardroom waiting somewhere among them.
“You once told me p>
Luc said quietly.
She remembered.
It had been months ago.
On a balcony in èze.
With coffee.
And rain.
“I did p>
“I think you’re still doing it p>
Silence.
Not because she disagreed.
Because she couldn’t.
Luc leaned back slightly.
“I don’t need details p>
He smiled.
“I’d probably understand about half of the finance anyway p>
That made her laugh through the tightness in her chest.
“Probably less p>
“Definitely less p>
The laughter faded.
“I just p>
He hesitated.
She frowned.
“What do you mean p>
“In France p>
He smiled softly.
A pause.
“I’m afraid New York is teaching you to stop p>
That hurt.
Because there was truth inside it.
She stared at him.
At the man sitting thousands of kilometers away.
Who somehow saw things Helena never commented on.
Helena saw strategy.
Luc saw exhaustion.
Both were right.
“I miss you p>
The words slipped out unexpectedly.
Luc smiled.
“I know p>
“No p>
She shook her head.
“I really miss you p>
“I know p>
His smile became warmer.
“So do I p>
For several moments neither spoke.
Neither needed to.
Finally Luc broke the silence.
“When this is over p>
Alina looked up.
Home.
Not France.
Not èze.
Home.
Her eyes filled immediately.
Because somewhere along the way—
without either of them announcing it—
home had stopped being a place.
It had become a person.
“I will p>
The promise came quietly.
Truthfully.
She prayed she could keep it.
The call ended twenty minutes later.
Alina remained sitting on the sofa.
The apartment suddenly felt enormous.
Empty.
The city shimmered beyond the glass.
Her phone lay silent in her hand.
She thought about how close she had come.
One sentence.
One decision.
One confession.
She had almost told him everything.
Almost.
Instead, the secret remained where it had always been.
Locked safely behind careful words.
Waiting for the boardroom.
Waiting for the reveal.
Waiting for the moment when it would no longer belong only to her.
Outside, Manhattan never slept.
Inside, Alina whispered into the empty apartment—
not to Luc, not to Helena, not even to herself—
but to the uncertain future waiting just beyond the end of the month.
“Almost p>
It was the closest she had ever come to telling the truth.
And somehow, that hurt more than silence.